+""+[F.R.I.E.N.D.S ``` 4 E.V.A]+""+

missed``

2006-10-06T00:34:00.000-07:00

every minute every second still thinkin,lovin,missin euu.... every droplets of rain shows how much i'm missin euu... every kisses ,hugs:well, i do cherish them.. every concern and care makin me lovin euu even more... nothin can change anythiin...it's too deep...too strong... it's so pure and beautiful....nothin is needed to beautify it anymore... hope this remain unchange...as every heartbeat shows how much i love euu.... wow!! mei you ni de mei yi tian..kuai le li wo hao yao yuan.. hmms..w/o euu in mie life.. my life ish full of darkness.. euu r mie light when im in darkness.. is jus simply tat i need eu in my life...

iimissEU ..

2006-10-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

IMISSEU .. andd ii really really do .. iis lyk two weeks nvrr see eux lerhs becos of dha exam .. stupiid !! argghs !! ='( wo men ye hen shao msg lerhs .. in diis two weeks , deres still quarrels .. misunderstanding ?? dunno larhhs .. jush tuhx let eux noe .. my feeling ferr eux haff nvr fade .. hpe urrs too .. exams ish here !!! ii wan madd lerhs .. *SHOUTS* haiish !! siians .. studying ferr daes n nite .. =( feel so stressed out !!! really feel lyk giving upp .. feel shoo miserable .. nobodyy understandds .. =( wadd the .. haiish ..

to someone ::
TRUST can build up in tyms BUT it can be destroy iin one jushs moment !!! understandd ??
ii jus wan tuhx let eux haf my trust BUT will eux let me do it ? it depend on eux ..

#010806#

daes without uu ..

2006-08-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

hmms .. todae went woodlands to find moii gugu to take new mouse ferr moii tupiid com .. HUMPF** so lagg ..all e wae till dere .. shoO boredd .. =( without uu more siian .. todae whole dae neber see moii dear dear .. sobs sobs .. siians .. dear dear mushs be verii tiredd at hme too .. hahas .. but we still got msgg all e dae .. wahahas .. miss uu lyk crazii .. =)) kkies larhhs .. shoO damn tiired .. wanna orR orR lerhs .. wriite till here .. niites .. SMUACKS !

heyys im back !! wee ~~

2006-08-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

wahahas .. finally update moii blogg lerhhs wors .. so lazii to update so its been a long long tym ii nvr update lerhs .. 010806 .. found uu .. wahahas .. so damn happiie .. =)) wee ~~~ dear dear .. woaiinii .. hmms .. now doing nthing so wriite sumthing to update iit .. hee .. duriin 080806 we went to see firewoks nehs .. so romantiic horx .. shOOooo damn happiie .. budden hors duriin 090806 ii cannt peii him .. no no .. is he cannt peii me .. hahas .. cos he got da tupiid NDP .. hahas .. its okays .. so tat dae ii went moii uncle's hse n pray moii grandparent .. lols .. =) hmms .. so siians .. shall pen off here .. wriite again .. TATA~~ =)

[[speechless..]]

2005-11-21T18:02:00.000-08:00

hais...realli long nvr blog le..but wheneva i blog ish when im realli sad... hais... everything came back to normal le... and it will nvr be the same again.. WHY??!!!?? hais... i dun wann!!!! i missh u guys real loads.. aiya... dunno wad to do,,,!!!! hais... *ARGHS!!**... hais... sobs... God wad shld i do??!!! i realli dunno wad to do.... real speechless...!!! =(.. simply cant get tish out of my miid.. wad the .... hais.... nothing gonna be de same again...!!! God plss help miie...!!!! hais.... jus wanna be alone fer sometime... !!!

Whee~~~

2005-09-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

hmms.. hahas.. todae went to bugis wit my mama , godmummy and xiangyi.. we went to buy clothing n shoes fer tis Sunday.. tis Sunday my godmum's son marry.. hahas.. den mus wear nice nice de.. haha.. =)).. den i bought a black dress and a pair of pink colour shoes.. so nice... wow!!~~hahas... imma crazy... aniwaes.. after tat i went to church.. hahas.. they play poker cards.. hahs.. wait~~ relacc.. we not gambling.. we playing murderer,bluff and heart-attack.. hahas... lamess rite.. but it was quite fun larhs.. den after tat we leave church at bout 10... den we waited fer taxi.. wao lou...~~~ $%@&$%@$$#&%$*@%$#&!%@&#$ ... guess wad... we waited fer half an hour arhs... the taxi realli drive miie CRAZY... hahas... but thanks God after half an hour got taxi liaos.. mwahahas,..!!! kkies.. wanna oRr oRr le.. so damn tired.. tmr still got English Exam..!!! OH NO!!!!!!!!

hais... imma jus..[[mixed.feeling+confuse]]

2005-09-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

hmms..sians..so bored now.. so add something lo..aniwae ,long time no add le.. haha... jus dunno y..no feeling lo.. but hors..most funni thingy ish when imma sad or not happy.. i still can laugh lyk siao... but everything ish force out de bahs.. hais... hu can help miie?? imma jus kinda feelings wanna gif up or will gif up anytime...**mixed feeling**.... hmms.. wo gai zhen me ban... someone tell miie..and..i easily got fasturated.. *ARGHS*...hais... wanna be alone now.. cool down...sobs...

Pheww!! so nervous...lols..

2005-08-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

hmmms .. todae miie stomachache again.. so nvr go skul.. at hme rest.. hahas.. but den in the afternoon i went to church cos got the music practice... hhaass.. tat was fun actuali.. hmms.. den i was asked to play the guitar.. hahas.. i was so nervous lohs... [[xia si ren ar!!]]... but luckily... imma sure God helps miie.. hahas... cos i prayed.. hahas.. den after tat when i was playing i felt no more nervous or scared le... hahas... pheww!!! =)) .. thnks God.. hahas... hmmms.. den bout 9 ... we went tiong to eat lohs.. hmms we eat mac... hahas.. den i sit opposite james & joseph.. den besides miie ish xuan ge.. hahas.. den oni james , xuan ge & miie eating.. den after tat james keep playing wit food..*ARGHS*... but he ish quite crappy la..lols... hmms den after tat we went hme... so tiredd.. hahas.... hmmms.. wanna slp le la.. stop here le.. =))

hmmms.. wad's going on..?

2005-08-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

hais... time passes jus lidat .. but we are still enemy..nvms.. hmms.. sians.. hack care le lars.. i dun wanna care le..care fer wad.. the fact will nvr eva change.. nvms.. hais...
hmms.. wao!! todae when i got hme frm church..got mudering case worr...at miie hse downstair..blk 12.. scary sia..!! hahas...but the guy tat used knife n stab pple run awae.. and run hme.. he locked himself in the hse den dun wanna cme out... siao wan.. hahas... hmmms.. den alot of police and reporter... and all pple surrounded at the blk downstair...kpos...hahas.. imma oso one of dem.. haha.. no laa... awhile i walk of le...hmmms.. den after tat miie went hme le... so tired.. hahass...write till here... buaiz buaizz..

hais.. wad am i goin to do...

2005-08-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

im helpless...!! i reali dunno wad to do...hais...suddenly feel tat im lost.. lost in the dark... lost in somewhere tat no ones came be4.... sobs... suddenly feel tat u r important to miie...!!! but once the truth was spoken out of yr mouth, my heart cant seen to take it... how i wish i dunno the truth...yr words are lyk thorns in miie heart.. its hurts and bleeds.. hmmms.. jus let time heals the wounds u haf left in my heart...
xXtakkairessXx....

hais....left wit nthing...

2005-08-16T20:47:00.000-07:00

hais...suddenly so many things jus came out.... sobs.. reali cant takke it anymore.... hais... stop all the thingy u do can...u are realli so mean... wad u wan mi to do den u will stop... imma sorry...hais...
and oso... J*** u are reali 2 headed snake... wao!!! here can so gd wit u.. den behind pple can sae alots of bad thingy..wad u wan now?? realli cannt stand le ar... wad the hell... stupidd... F***ker...
hais... suddenly.. jus left wit nthing le... mayb ish cos of miie attitude bahs... im ruined by miie attitude... hais.... ARGHZ!! wad am i suppose to do.... GOD pls help miie.... !!! miie life now ish touturing... sobs...!!!

agrhs !! wadd.happen??

2005-08-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

*ARGHSZ*.... why todae euu all suddenly gimme attitude.. F**k la... wad the hell did i do..!!! tell mi la... no point avoiding de lo... !! suddenly all gimme F**K face... hais... wad the hell.. reali cant stand pple gimme attitude fer nthing.. wad the.... arghs.. damn fan arhs... anyone tell mi WHY?? WHY ?? sobs...!!! im realli lost in the dark... reali.. anyone can help mi out.. arghs... wads reali going on..hais...

090805...??

2005-08-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

hahas.. wanna sae Happie Burfdae to my homeland... hahas.. 40th yrs le...hmmms...todae afternoon went out to Great World wit... Edmund,Beausean,Marwin and Ziting...we went dere to eat bahs.. haha... den after tat frm great world.. ziting wanna go hme.. but we bluff her tat we going tiong.. but actualli we going to bugis.. at the end.. we oso take wrong bus.. but we alight at PS(Plaza Singapura)... we went dere fer a walk.. shop shop.. hahas.. den we went to play arcade... hee.lols.. bo liaos.. after tat .. Edmund and Beausean wanna go hme le... den left mi, Marwin and ziting... hais.. den ziting wanna go her grandma hse.. left mi & marwin.. hais.. we 2 kanna PS(pang seh) by all of our frens.. dun wanna sae ish hu... hais.. but.. reali damn angry ar... at the end.. we 2 went bck to tiong.. den i went to eat long john... and waiting fer the arrival of weiqing .. haha... den after tat we took a cab and went to Esplanade to see firewoks.. wow!! damn crowded mans.. hahas.. we reached dere ish bout $4.70.. but i tink ish worth it lahs.. cos... when we see the firewoks.. reali haf tat kind of special feeling...hmms.. touch,happy... haha... lots..!!but truely.. damn nice... no regrets..hee... after watching we wanted to go bck tiong.. at the end.. we walked fer 1 to 2 hrs.. dunno where the MRT station iah.. wao kou!!! my leg.... damn pain ar... the 3 of us.. homeless... mwahaha... keep asking arund.. hahas.. dunno y suddenly i dun feel tat im a Singaporean.. cos we even ask a American women where the Mrt station ish... somemore she direct us the way.. haha.. lols... i tink we 3 throw Singapore's face... hahas... after asking.. we 3 still dunno.. some more we walk one round den still walk back the place where we were at first..(Fullenton Hotel)... hahas.. den while walking.. we were shouting the pledge.. haha.. pple tgt we siao one... hmms WE ARE A NORMAL PERSON OK??!!... we LOVE Singapore... hee... Finally we ask the last person.. den we reached... hahas... im gonna turn CRAZY..hee.. den after we take Mrt saw a couple.. wao!! only one word to describe de gal... "INSANE"... hahas.. damn imitate sia... the guy still pull the gal bra stripes.. wao!! OBSEEN sia.. haha... dunno wad to sae liaos.. tired after one whole dae.. where there is happy,angry and sad mood.. hahas... thnks Marwin & weiqing fer accompanying mi... best friend of all... hee takkaire..hmms.. sians.. yawns... wanna slp le... buaiz buaiz.... mwahh...again... Singapore, HAPPY 40th Burfdae..(",)

inseparatable 5.... miishh ya..

2005-08-08T12:29:00.000-07:00

i thought we could be 2gether forever..jus like wd our grp name tells.. "INSEPARATABLE5"..
but i was wrong.. things will nvr go the wae i tink.. hais... realli missh euu guys lots...i missh all the memorable time...its jus seems tat everyone goes their own wae,own world... hais... being wit u all ish one of e happiest thingy tat i nvr regretted doing.. hais.. my jies, my kor,and,my mei...hais... where are euu guys now.. i oni found 3... wheres the last one... but the 3 oso walk their wae.. hais.. wad happen.. *ARGHS*!!! **mixed feelings**..
"as we go on,we rem all e times we had together,and as our lives change from wadeva... WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS 4EVA..."!!!! missh euu guys.. mwahhh ..... ai ni men..!!!!

wow!! realli feels God presence..

2005-08-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

wow!! i went to Festival Of Praise (FOP)... wow!! realli damn fun... haf.. Hillsongs,Dalene Zechence etc... wow!! alot of pple manz...about 11 thousands pple..hmmms.. i went dere wit Lifeline youth lorhs...hahas... hmmms.. we waited frm afternoon 2 plus till 6 plus.. wow!! hot weather but we r still waiting.. hahas.. cos jus wanna myt God...hahas.. at last.. we step in into the indoor stadium le.. wow!! imma so happi manz.. lols... finally...haha.. when the concert starts.. whaooo!!! i feels God prescence... tats reali great.. hahas.. hping to go again...den bout 9.30 be4 its end, we leave le.. cos some of us stay very far.. and tmr still haf service.. hahas.. so leave earli..but some stay to eat dinner bahs.. hahas... hmms.. den after tat.. everyone went hme le..after one tired but fun dae.. cn see everyone ish tired... hee.. gtg le.. tired..!! yawns..!! :)

wad again??!!

2005-08-05T18:50:00.000-07:00

aiyoyo....my friend, Grace's fone got confiscated....
hais... by Mrs Bannua Hodge.. AGAIN?!?
waulau... she likes to confiscate pple fone so much...what the.....!!!
no money to buy fone arhs... ask u to teach history not confiscate pple fone larhs...
bloody... opps!!! hahas....
hmmms... and i jus wanna sae... WILSON TAN... dun act beng la... F***KER..
see ur face, makes mi feel lyk puking... er xinnnnnnnn......*ARGHS*....
oni noe wad ish fight and scold... go bang the wall la...
u tink everyone likes euu arhs... we r hoping euu to leave us alone.. Freaker...
hmms.. hais.. stop here le la...!!
wad a ::NICE:: dae.... lols..

wee!!cool!! 12.35pm den reach skul..

2005-08-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

hahas... hmmms, todae went to NUH wit Christopher fer teeth checkup..
hmmms.. den after tat Chris went hme to take his skul uniform...
lols... den we play com till 12 lidat.. den we went to skul...
hahas... den when we reach skul ish about 12.35pm..
hee.. we oni attented fer 1 eng lesson & assembly...
mwhaha..... aniwaes.... sians lorhs...
hahas.... gtg... buaiz... yawnzz....

... wad happen to my hp ??...

2005-08-01T16:18:00.000-07:00

walau.... damn suey ar... hais...tish ish the second tym kanna confiscated lorhs.. stupid tcher... hais... walau... who the hell keep calling mi la.. knn... **** la... hai wo de dian hua bei confiscated... hais...**ARGHS** ... dunno la.. damn fan arhs... stop here le...

soooo romantic.... lols...

2005-07-30T21:47:00.000-07:00

hee.. todae ar... went to myt kheng yang... we went to plaza singapura(PS)... haha... realli damn bored but wit her damn fun ar... hmmms.. we went food court to eat.. den we went to 7 eleven to buy drinks...den we went to mac dere sit n chat... hahas... we chat alot of crappy things... but its realli interesting.. rite kheng yang??lols... hmmms... den after tat we went to arcade to play... hahas... reali bored ma... hee...den after tat we went back to the mac and chat... hahas... den after tat we went to 7 eleven and buy tibits... hahas.. when we cme out tat time.. we saw firewoks..hahas... wow!! sooooo romantic lehs... mwahahas.... hmms.. den after tat we went hme le... hee... yup yup... tired le... buaiz buaizz...

hais... sobs...!!

2005-07-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

hmms... todae reali not my dae... sians.. sobs....todae during geography lesson... somebody call mi.. den i wanna reject the call.. den my tcher(mrs hodge) caught mi.. hais.. den she confiscated my fone..*humpf*!!!.... *arghs*...!! but in the end after skul.. she returns to mi... *PHEW!!*...den after tat ish our swimming carnival.. and i tgt it will b a meaningfull and fun de as tish is our last yr 2gether as we will be going to diff classes nxt ya.. but guess wad.. im wrong.. hais... i was not feeling well and at first i didnt wanna swim but cos of my class.. i dun wanna disappoint dem.. i decided to swim fer our class... and i told dem... no matter wad i will try my best... haiss.. but.. na li zhi dao..ni shuo wo hai le ni men DQ... hais... ish not i wan de... i dun haf... i realli did my best..wad euu all wan.. im not feeling well... hais...im hurt when i heard wad u sae... johnathan.. im disappointed of wad euu sae.. im sad... im angry.. im hurt... hais.... dunno larhs... i dunno wad to sae... but srry....stop here le... tired...

hahas...went fer a checkup...

2005-07-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

hmms... todae after skul went to NUH( national university hospital) with Christopher...
hee.. fer dental checkup fer teeth.. hahass..walau...at first we took MRT to bouna vista... den frm dere we took a cab.. lols...but den still lost our wae.. hahas, but we kept stopping the cab and ask pple..hee.. some kind pple tld us the wae... wow!! the taxi driver oso so kind de...
lols..den when we finally reach le.. den the taxi fare ish $5.20 but the driver oni took $5 frm us..
good horr... i first tym kan dao so good the driver,help us find the place den still took oni $5 bucks frm us... hee..thnks uncle..(",)wow!! at first when i reach de hospital i was so scared lehs...
but at the end i find it.. no pain de... haha...we go dere den jus zhao X-ray den wash our teeth..
den done!!! hahass... den s***** Christopher make mi walk so long to the coffee shop...
still sae its worth walking where dere ish nice chicken rice,... *humpf** when reach dere.. guess wad... the stall is close... hais... wanna wack him le.. hahas.. but on the wae.. he entertain mi wit ghost story... realli interesting.. thnks aniwae... hee :) den in the end we ate mixed rice... hmms.. quite nice la.. lols... hmmms.. in the end mi take bus hme... (",) lols... kkies.. tats all bahss.. yawns... *tired*.... buaiz buaiz..

normal dae...(",)

2005-07-25T18:56:00.000-07:00

hmmms.. todae same routine lorhs.. go skul...sians..
walau... den after skul got maths CA... sians... so difficult ar...
sobs...some qns wo bu hui zhuo... **arghs**..haiss..
den after the maths CA ... wao!! guess wad...
xia da yu... its raining heavily..but den i got detension by MR ALVIN NG...*HUMPF*
sians... den vivid oso... den we go luk fer him after the CA lorhs... hmmmss..
den he ask us to re decorate the Moral Welfare Project thingy..**bored**
hahas... but lucky.. i saw Mark,Nathanael,Shaun from 2/5 de..
and Alex and chun feng... but oni Mark & Shaun help mi do... the rest was talking craps..
esp::NATHANANEL:: most crappy jokes ish from him... and i tink Alex oso...
hmmmss... but they are entertaining mi bahs... damn hao xiao..lols..lamerz!!! lols...
den after tat finish le... stupidd..!!! started to rain heavily again.. wao!!! im drenched...
damn it... humpf!!! den i run run run... haha... run to the bus stop to wait fer bus..
wow!! so colddd!!! lols.. hmmss.. den finally reach hme le... but... im sickk...
stupidd.. got fever... hais... sobs... kkies.. i wanna rest le.. buaiz buais...
** still misshh euu**

finally..happy(",)!!!

2005-07-23T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmms..haha..todae so happy wors...
mi myt vionna,marwin & weiqing.. den we go bugis..
hee.. den after tat we go myt edmund,beausean,huen yan & wai,jasmine,manyi..
den after tat cornelius cme myt us..lols.. hmm..
after myting.. den we went to Ps(plaza Singapura)..
actuali wanted to go watch movies de lorhs.. but den after tat..
marwin,cornelius,beausen n edmund.. all so di siao..
wan go watch le den dey sae dey wan to eat.. **hUmpf**..
den nvm.. worst still.. wan huen yan take $$ frm dem.. all gif $$ le.. except for stupid marwin..
den in the end waste alot of tym .. den nvr watch le..
lols.. stupid hor.. hmms.. but after tat we decided to walk frm Ps to orchard..
haha.. r we crazy?? but.. being wit dem im realli happy cos.. i wont tink much..
haha..lols.. all todae damn di siao.. esp.. edmund.. cant stand him... lols..
hmmms... soooooo happy wor.. thnks guys... hee.. gotta stop here.. bbuai...

wao!! sianss..

2005-07-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

wao!! sians ar.. my stupid com got virus..
cannot go internet lorhss.. wtf!!!
*arghs*!!! sianss ar.. hmms..
but lucky my msn plus blogg and friendster can go in..
if not..i bored till die ar... haha... hmm...
same old wordss.. hmmss... still missing euu...
and.. hais.. dunno lehs.. my gdbro keep asking mi to consider mark..
as wad my gdbro sae.. mark ish a nice guy...den mark ish mad on mi..
haha..lol.. mi so ugly still got pple lyk.. wow!!! haha...but...
ni men yao ti liang wo.. cos.. i still cant 4get him.. reallii..
let mi 4get bout de past be4 i consider anythingg..hmmss.. sians..
hmm.. wo yao oRr oRr le.. *yawnzZ* (-_-)zZ..
dun wanna tink le... sians arhs.. buaii...

sians..sick(-_-)!!! cum moi dreamz..

2005-07-12T11:15:00.000-07:00

hmmss.. at hme very sians lehs.. bt no choice mi sick..*ARHGS*..
i tink go to skul beta arhs... still got fwens and all...
at hme oni can online and nthing else...
yup..dere's oni one thingy i lyk to stay at hme and do "SLEEP" lorhs...
lol... besides tat dere's reali nthing to do le... sians...

hmms... weiqing ar... aiyoo... u hor... !!! haha... dunno wad to sae ..
aniwae.. weiqing oso mei you go skul.. dun noe wad happen to him larhs..
oni noe tat we go consult doctor 2gether ytd...

hais.. ytd dunno y suddenly dream of euu.. hais... and alot of thingy..
i dream alot of happy thingy bout us... hmmss... but nvm....
i noe euu wont believe de... so suan le..aiyoo..
mi wanna rest le.. so stop here..!!

+piss off-huii+("_)

im sick..ARGHZ

2005-07-11T17:50:00.000-07:00

hais.. hmms.. todae same lorhs.. went to skul...
lol..bt during reading period.. got one ger frm 2/5 faint..
wao!! realli xia dao.. stupid weather...!!
rain den suddenly so hot..make us sick...*STUPID*
after tat mi oso headache le..hais.. cos last few daes my bro hit my head..*SOBS*
den during PE i almost fainted... damn giddy..hais...
den after tat my PE tcher(Roy Lee) ask mi go hme..
hmms..den my parents brought mi hme..
after tat myt wei qing go see doctor cos he oso not feeling well den nvr go skul..
den go hme lorhs.. SLEEP!! SLEEP!! SLEEP!!
besides SLEEP i tink i can do nthing le... hais... *STUPID WEATHER*

STYX... dun u tink are too mean le mehs,..? wad a stupid msg...
i tink jus one of ur msg can realli hurts mi alots...
hais..realli cant believe euu r lidatt..
fine!! dun regret wad u tld n send mi.... bu yao hou hui..!!!!

hmms.. wanna oRr oRr le larhs.. so tired.. so giddy!!! *ARGHZ*

hmms..::sobs::

2005-07-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

**xiang bu dao wo wang wang zhui xiang xin de ren shi na ge chu mai wo de ren**
hais..hmms.. when euu sae tat ur trust towards mi ish ban xin ban yi,im hurt..
but i haf owaes put the word T-R-U-S-T in euu 1oo%..
can oso sae tat ish 101%.. hmms..
when i noe tat u stab mi with a knife... u noe hw i feel...
i can tell euu tat.. im hurts... gonna die... arghs...
can i trust u again??
do euu noe sumthing.. i dun treat euu as a fwens but a bro to mi... understand!!
hais... everythingg will start all over again...
treasure de chance bahs... !!!
i haf tink over again... my trust fer euu will start all over again...
and euu mus accept tat...hmmmss... i hpe wadeva euu tell mi ish true...
and euu will change...hmms.. yup??
kkies gotta oRr oRr le.. tmr still nid go skul...
hais sianss.. lol... buai buaii..(",)

luckyy daes cum mixed feeling

2005-07-05T17:39:00.000-07:00

walau,todae almost late sia..
de stupid alarm clock larhs..knn..
hais..but luckily wei qing still haven go skul yet..
hmmm.. i call him at arund 7.05.. he still at hme eating his delicious maggie noodle..
hahas.. wow!! wahahaz.. :) steady boi... ;)
but after tat , his dad drove us to skul..
hmm.. we reach skul at bout 7.20a.m...bt luckily haven late..
hahass..hmmm.. sians arhs..hais..
den after skul quarrel wit one siao cha bo..
oni noe how to go arund and tell ppl tat we quarrel..
knn..u wanna tell de whole world mahs..?
BI**H...!!*arghs*dun wanna waste moi breath on euu... +piss off+..

hais, do euu noe when u ask mi to walk my world myself.. im realli speechless..
hais..dae has past one dae by one dae..bt i jus not used to it w/o euu by moi side..
sobs.. when i see euu.. ish us tat.. i dunno wad to do.. angry? sad? hate? happy?..
realli dunno cos i realli lurves euu lots..hmm.. everytym i luk into ur classroom,
ya.. i saw euu n her so close.. i realli felt devasted.. sobz!..
moi heart has been torn into thousands pieces..
u so close to her yet euu tell mi u 2 are oni friends.. haiss..im still waiting fer ya..
lol..hmm... takaire~wor!

hmmm.. wao.. jus came back frm skul..so tired.. yawns.. signing off here..
Buaii.. ;)

hais...why mus b mi??

2005-07-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

haiss..why mus b mi.. ??
i realli luv euu loads..but jus a word.."TRUST".. turn us into wad we were last tym..
why... ish not tt i dun wan to trust euu.. i trust..
but... ish jus tt..she lyk wanna snatch euu frm mi.. im scared..
hais...in e end..she ish jus lyk e innocent one.. and imma de slut..
F***..i realli cant stand anymore.. cus.. i realli care..
i ask euu... if i realli dun wanna care... will i ever b boreded by wad dey are talking..
its simply becus i care fer euu..
hais.. y dun euu believe mi & gimme a chance...
i dun wan euu to leave mi jus lidatt.. bt..
i noe ish impossible fer us to return..
hmmm... im tired..im jus missh de happiee moments we had..
hais..i realli dunno wad to sae...!!!
jus wanna noe.."haf euu realli ever been serious to mi??"
"haf euu realli ever fall fer mi?".. or euu are jus playing..
hmmm..i realli care & love euu alot alot...
hmmm.. jus wanna sae, takkaire bahs...
many thingy dere ish waiting fer euu to do..
if we haf the fate, im sure down de road..
"we will myt again..."

---one & only euu---

uhmm...

2005-06-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

wee!! hahass..mi got intenet lohs..so happyy.. hee... (",)
uhmm..mixed feelinggs.. dunno why hor.. jus got sum feelings tt mi n him will reali quarrel...
haiss.. hpe not.. cos.. i realli do luv euu.. aiyass!

hahass.. uhmm... todaee.. stay at hme lohs..mei you dong xi zhuo...
boring dae..! arghss.. hmmm.. sianss..

hahasss...gotta oRr oRr le..buai...mwahh..

wee...

2005-06-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

hmm..yoyo...im back again..hahs..
wee.. mi n my baobei going to one mths le..tis cuming 30/6..
hahss..i wont listen to ur wadeva craps.. i believe & trust him..
wow.. tish one mth holidae realli damn sians..
i haf been going to remedial(sians),myting my baobei(wow!!) and moving house.. hahas...
ahax..and oso pei my baobei & andy go wrk.. hahas... bo liaos.. bt dey will entertain mi bahss..
hmm...yup and oso watch movie lohss.. Ghost Train.. so Scary!!! hahas...
hmm...not fun de holidae.. haiss.. im jus very confused.. cos.. aiys.. bu dong lahs..hmm..
skul going to re-open le lohs..better den stying at hme lahss.. hao guo mei you.. hahas.. hmmm..kkekezz gotta stop here le...buai buai..(",) mwahhs..

lalalas'' mwahh....

2005-06-03T22:02:00.000-07:00

hmmm guyss... whao... so longg den come posts moi blogg.. hmmm.. no tym bahss..

i haf been tryin to gif u up le... jus walkin halfwae out of ur world tat tym... u came back and ask mi fer patch back... my mind was in total blank...hmmm.. but somethingg juss pull mi back to ur heart again..haha... so... haha... 29/05 wass moi happiest dae... my family... and.. YEW...
dun wanna leave u anymore...cos i realli treasure yeww alots.. i realli hpe u dun pian wo le... hmmm.. dear i lurbe u... i realli do...

hmmm..... Insep 5.. everything wass back to normal...realli.. but... i felt somethingg wass going wrong..but... dunno wadd... insep 5... realli lurbe u guys loads..no matter wad.. i believe we will owaes b 2gether...

gotta go lo.. hee... so tiredd wanna rest... :yawnss: hee... nites... (",)

arloxx guys..

2005-05-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

yo..guyss.. hee..im back..pwee!! so bz wit moi exam thingy.. hais.. sianzz.. dun wanna talk bout exam le..hee..
tell u guys sumthingg.. INSEPARATABLE 4 ish back.. hee. yeah.. as wadd i sae.. i believe..bt.. one more ger.." xiu we will b waitin fer yew to b back again.."we missh yeww.. we lurbe u 2.. hee..mwahh...
sians..
hmm..haiss.. as wad i sae i dun need u to b neither moi stead nor godbro.. cos u hurt mi 2 muchie.. haiss.. realli cant stand u le.. wad kind of F****** attitude r u giving mi.. suan le.. its over.. u sux..aniwae i oso lyk sumone le..i told myself not worth waitingg fer yew..
aniwae so happy mi going to k-ster lo..so happi.. yeahh..*waitingg*haha... hmm.. k la.. gotta oRr oRr le.. haha...
+yEw+lube u loadss.. mwahh.. hee =)..

haiss....when de dae cme i wil..

2005-03-16T20:40:00.000-08:00

hais.. jus wanna tell yeww i'm waitin fer yeww.. in a place whereby nobody has cme be4.. i'm alone..alone waitin..i realli realise tat how much i need u.. how much yeww mean to mi.. realli.. i worried fer yeww.. haiss.. dun ignore mi le hao bu hao... haiss.. do u realli wanna see it to end jus lyk dis..haha..if tym culd turn back i will do more than wad i haf done to yeww.. realli.. believe mi.. hmm.. bt it seems tat tym culd not turn back.. never mind.. i will wait.. hmm... "Ru guo you yi tian wo men zai jian mian,shi jian hui bu hui dao tui yi dian"... haiss... "wo xiang xin wo he ni yi ding you jie ju.. "hmm..take care bahh...

eh..all march babi.. HAPPI BURFDAE wor.. haha.. all e best.. jia you jia you..erm.. and haf a very happi holidae..fer mi.. haha.. it doesnt seems to b a very happi holidae.. sianxx..mus go back to remedial ..,. haiss... bt i tinkk is very useful bahss.. haha.. same old words.. "Inseparatable 5, guys.. i missh u alotss..realli alots.. mus take care wor.."haiss de old memories flash across my mind.. the happi moment.. bt i'm sure we will be bask again.. luv u guyss.. mwauhh.. (",)

wadd the...

2005-03-15T11:48:00.000-08:00

haiss.. wadd happen to u guys tis few daess... do u all noe sumthingg.. u all make mi tink tat lifeline ruless sux.. tis oso cannot do, tat oso cannot do.." zuo ren hai you shen me yi si".. dun blame fer bein rude .. tis is wadd u guys force mi to do de.. haiss.. i had enunf le.. i cant stand all tis nonsense.. haiss..and if u all dun lyk wadd i write u all can dun see bt if u all insists to see pleashh dun make any comments..(church mem.)
hmm.. inseparatable 5 do u all noe sumthing.. i missh u guyss.. hais... suddenly missh yeww all alotss.. haha.. yupss.. hpe to b back again lyk last tym wor.. take care bahxx.. mwahh..
and the one & only yeww.. i'm waitin fer yeww to return by my side..i realise tat u mean so much to mi.. ya.. realli.. i do care bout yeww.. mwahh.. *waitin.*
bt.. "dang wo fang qi ni hou,wo zai ye bu hui zou jin ni de shi jie le".. fer nw i love yeww..

...wd am i doin??...worth it??

2005-03-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

haiss.. todae so unlucky stomache.. beli beli pain .. haiss. den nvr go skul.. feel lyk faintin.. haha.. hmm..
i'm still waitin fer u .. do u realise.. no regret bein wit u ..realli .. *Zai zhe shi jie shang,zhui yuan de ju li,bu shi shen ye bu shi si.. er shi dang wo zai ni shen pian, ni que yi dian ye mei fa jue dao* wo hao xin tong .. sobx.. haiss.. why.. startin when we break i thought i'm strong to face de reality bt nw den i realise.. i lurve u lots.. i didnt even 4get de memories we had 2gether cos i cant.. i tried to 4get bt no i cant.. haiss.. whenever i c u, u jux gimme a smile.. a cold smile.. haisss.. dun force le la.. haiss..bt whenever u smike at mi .. i felt so content.. hais... wanna b wit u .. i dun whoever sae le i jux wanna b wit u .. ARGHZ.. i realli feel lyk walking towards u n gif u a WARM SUPER DUPER big huggiess..
hahass,jux wanna sae take care bahxx.. hmm... *waitin hurts*

hmmm,,,,

2005-03-06T17:13:00.000-08:00

yup yup.. i'm back to my blog... hmm..mi now at shauna jie's hse.. haha.. wow..after service i went to eat sakae sushi wit Esther jie & shauna Jie.. haha.. yum yum.. nice lehxx..so full..other than full we oso haf lotsa fun & laughter.. den after tt i went takin neoprints wit Shauna Jie..haha.. we 2 realli lyk SIAO CHA BO.. muahaha.. bt realli fun.. wit Shauna jie arund i'll jux 4get all de unhappiness & trouble cos of all her CRAPPY jokes.. muahahazz.. Shauna u Rox.. hehee.. muack muackss..
wao.. my friendster testii everything was gone... Sobzz.. damn it.. plsss.. help mi to write.. kkz... haha... erm.. todae everything was fine in church.. bt i felt tt i'm jus a stranger to them.. is jus lyk i've step in into somewhere i dunno.. haiss.. why.. haiss..sianxx lehxx.. BORING!!!
now beside mi is SAMANTHA.. she .. OMG.. keep givin mi lotsa commentss.. cannot stand her... haha.. bt she realli damn funni lo.. muahahaxx.. she beli kuai sia.. now doin her hmwk.. haha act de la... hehe.. she oni noe how to reply u wit the word " HUH!!? " blurrrrrrrrrrrrrr sia.... talk to her i will surely vomit blood de.. haha.. bt she's nice afterall... hehe.. kk la i will stop here le... sianzz..
still lub u... missh yeww...

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2005-03-04T19:28:00.000-08:00

hihi.. hmmm.. im back again.. mi.. fine... juxx.. missh some of u alot.. so hw haf u guys been?? haha.. hpe u all r fine.. wow.. mi todae 10.30 can go hme lohz.. cos all last yr 'O' level student they gt very well marks.. so we gt half dae lo... muahaha.. hmm.. todae mi went Tiong wit my fwens wor.. so fun .. we went dere play arcade.. haha..
haisss.. nw den i noe.. i thought i culd easily 4get u bt actualli is beli beli hard..haiss.. sobzzz...when feelings cme its beli hard to control de.. reallii... haisss... rem..muz treasure wad u haf nw.. dun regret when its gone...
to u guys hu i'm missin =>(IF I DIE AND GO TO HEAVEN AND GOD ASK MI WHATS MY LAST WISH.I WILL PAUSE FOR AWHILE TO LUK FOR YEW AND IF I C YEW CRYIN, I WULD SAE"lORD, GIF MI A MIN TO HUG MY ANGEL"...)
3 mths... misshhh yewww guyss lotsS... take gd kaire of urself.. a super duper HUG for u all... +MUaCkkiEsS+ kkxx.. i'll stop bloggin lo.. byeeee...(",)..

happi+unlucky daesss.. haha..

2005-03-01T19:20:00.000-08:00

haha.. wow.. todae so happi.. bt too badd gt a "bad stomachace" sobz.. almost faint in skul.. went to c doctor after skul.. haha.. hmm.. so stress!! CA1 is here.. haiss... STUDI STUDI AND STUDI... sianzzz... hmm.. haha.. boring!! hmm... haha.. stupid tcher todae kept scolding us.. haiss.. cos some of the student la.. misbehave.. haha... hmmm... sianzz.. nthing muchh to blog le la.. ermmm,.. haha..
-lub u lotsa-.. MuaCk... (,")26/02/05(",)...

hahazzz... Hmm...

2005-02-24T11:24:00.000-08:00

haha.. hmm... back to my blog again... ahaha.. mmm.. tcher teachin boring.. yawnzz gonna fall asleep.. haha.. secertly to add sumthing on my blog.. hmm.. mi doin fine bt alot of thingg happen tis mth,.. nt my mth.. haiss.. sianxxx... (+_+).. wow.. haf a chat wit Rong Jie tis few daess.. hmm.. chattin wit her can released my stress & everythingg.. haha.. so u guys try to chat wit her if u guys is stress.. jux haf a quarrel wit my frenz.. haha.. all becos of the tcher la.. nid to do in grp.. haizz.. bt everythingg was fine after tt.. haiss..
heyy you.. such a flirty..go ahead stead wif all gals la.. i wan to see how long u can stead wit a gal.. realli cant stand u anymore.. i pity all the gal tt stead wit u .. i had enunf of yeww..
hahaha.. i will stop bloggin le.,. gonna go back to class.. byeee.. take care.. (--,)

daesS passEs lyk tat...

2005-02-21T19:07:00.000-08:00

times passes jux lyk tt.. Mmm.. its been sometime nt talkin to u le.. haiss.. haha.. yup.. sianz.. doin nthing so add sumthingg t it lohz.. hmm... nthing muchh..
dunno why i jux hate u alot.. "WO HEN NI""I HATE YEW"... ur mouth is juz lyk bigger than the earth.. why.. haiss.. stop tat can.. if u continue lyk tat.. i juz noe tat i gettin to hate u more n more.. i wan u to noe i hate u le.. i alreadi hate yew.. you juz mean NTHIN to mi now... i'm sure u noe who u r.. you DON'T have my TRUST anymore.. NOT ANYMORE.. I HATE YOU.. haiss... reali hope to get back lyk last time when u haf my trust and we r so happy juz lyk u, a dearly bro to mi bt u juz dun wan .. so i aso cannt do anythingg.. u make mi hate u de.. IS YOU.. BT no one else... ARGHZ.. eveytime ppl talk to mi bout u,i juz walk away as if i dunno u ... ARHGZ... hack care la.. i'm gonna lose my patient wit YOU.. dun feel lyk seein u anymore.. eveytime i see u i juz cant bring myself in front of u to even talk to u COS i hate yew.. damn PISS OFF wit u ... ARGHZ.. haiss..dun wanna talk bout u le..
**** hMMmm... still missin Yeww.. tinkiNn of yewW ****

Life sUx thE waE it iS... haisS..

2005-02-18T12:24:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I'm backk..hahax.. haiss.. lots of thingg happen tis few daess.. make mi feel tt life sux & it doesnt mean anythingg to mi le.. wad am i suppose to do ... i noe u guys is very disappointed wit mi.. bt.. i cannot force u guys not to angry.,. forcing is not a resort.. heyy u told mi tis in chinese.. "Yang Bu Jiao, Fu Zhi Guo,Jiao Bu Yao,Shi Zi Duo.." dun nid to blame u guys.. is i stubborn... haiss... ARGHZ... i dunno is sad or angry.. haiss.. My heart alreadi "MA MU" le... guys.. dun waste ur time on mi le.,.. gif up bahx.. not worth wastin time on ppl lyk mi.. aniwae guys thx for spendin time wit mi since 19/2/2004 till now 2005.. Its been one yr 2gether wit u guys.. realli had lots of fun & laughters.. hm,.. the one keep teachin mi chinese de.. thx alot for walkin wit mi through thick & thin.. u brighten each of my daes wit lots of crapy jokes.. hahax.. hmm... not forgettin u .. my sponsor, although we haf nt realli been comunicatting since last yr bout October bt once a sponsor always a sponsor.. =) hm.. u my ass. leader.. 4 precious words 4 u .. " Thank You Very Much".. Its been a hard time 4 u to teach mi.. haha.. the jokes, the laughter & the tears we haf 2gether will alwaess b in Me, mY Heart, mY Mind.. continue to Jia You.. i'm very touch when u said tat " no matter wad u still my Yang".. u rox.. heyy u ... my leader.. hahax.. not forgettin u either.. hm.. thnx for all u haf done to tis cell.. u rockx.. haha.. heyy.. all my " Sis & Kor" not forgettin u guys for all the fun moment..haha..
U the one hu alwaess open church 4 us no matter u busi or wad.. take kairee..
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haiss..

2005-01-14T22:51:00.000-08:00

Mmm..todae after skul i went to bugis wit Zhi Qing & Boon kor.. we pei Qingg to buy Von dutch bag.. hahas.. wow.. nicex lehxx..kkiexx..(jux dunno hu to choose,haiss.. treat mi soo gd.)im tired.. bt .. wanna tell YOU the truth i haf slowly walk out of ur world le.. bt nw u still treat mi so gd.. let time teach mi bahxx.. sobzz.. gettin so tired of tis...
aniwae... still haben gif up on him worx.. hahasss.. i will de.. waitin for u is a hard thingg.. *down the road i'm sure we will myt if we haf fate*
*waiting hurts*...... =(...

missinggyeww

2005-01-14T22:11:00.000-08:00

why is there so many goodbyes in this world...i was curious abt how difficult it is to love someone...i'm wondering how to endure this sorrow and pain again...is there an end to this sadness...it would be alright...this feelings and tears might just fade away as time passes...i'm envious of the person who posses you...don be happy...coz' you've got to erase me from ur memories...tears flows as i take in breathes...it's not like living anymore...don be happy...it is me who will love you forever...if only i can know the place where i left you...i would be able to find you again...it's not forever but just for a while...that our love has stopped...it would be alright...these tears...pains...and sorrows...it's only for a while...don't worry...it would be alright...

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